Okay guys, i actually wanted to make some really pretty art for you, and write what i'm about to write now in the description, but well.. The issue pressed me more and more, and i just felt like i'm letting you down by not saying anything.
Short version: I won't be updating the comic anymore.
- It hurts me just writing it out like that.. But the fact is that i don't have time anymore, since i need to expand my creative field to more than just being able to draw one kind of comic. I want to be a director, and i need to be able to tell ALL kinds of stories, Rasputin was a story done by a teenager, for teenagers. It was silly, and to be honest i had no idea why people liked it when i first started to upload it, but i do get it now..
I first started drawing stories about Rasputin and the gang when i was about 10.. That's about 9 years ago! Then 4-5 more years before i started making the comic that i uploaded to the interwebs. That means about 5 years of character development! And you know, i don't think i EVER will be able to make that good characters again - i can try, and with a professional view they probably will be better, but as long as it's for a professional purpose it will also be unpersonal. I knew the characters in my comic so well, i didn't have to think a second about what they would do in any given situration. When i was younger i used to go around and talk to them in my head about everything, i would first discuss with them before i made an important decision - damn i even played CHESS with them. Okay, now, that don't sound completly healthy either, but what i'm trying to say is that maybe i won't update the comic anymore, but i will never forget them! I can't. They're like my family... In my head!
I have this dream that one day, when i'm a famous director, i will make my biggest work yet and then the whole world will know about Rasputin and co. And all of you who've read my comic can tell your kids and whatever "yea, I remeber this place, FOR WHEN I WAS YOUR AGE-..etc"
Yup. But I won't dissapear guys, don't worry. I will still upload stuff here, i'm just kinda busy at the moment (last year of high school)
probably gonna move to Sweden and start on a Level design education next year ! Weeee
Oh and thank you guys, all of you who've read my comic, like my art, comments on my stuff and and overall just keeps hanging on, you're amazing!
If it weren't for you.. I don't know, i would probably be well on my way to become an accountant or something, only dreaming about how my world would be if i had chosen the path of an artist.
love you guys